i need to break free from myself, and from the image i might have portrayed to others. i want a brand new chance to start afresh, but i doubt that will ever happen, at least not right now in secondary school. all i can do now is to pray, for myself to graduate asap, afterwhich, i will live a new life. and that will be a brand new me, the me i am deep inside, and not just me showing others what they wanna see. yeah. 1 more bloody year before i bid goodbye to the old me and say hello to the new me.